Sunday, December 28, 2008
the memories
the memories are leaving me
the same way that you did...
slowly
and sometimes
quietly,
but then sometimes
violently
and i can barely stand when its done.
i'm surprised
but not fully.
i'm broken
almost completely.
my heart only beats
occasionally.
and my eyes want to stay closed
as much as possible.
because even three more minutes of the good times
can bring hope
to my lifeless body.
of course,
the bad memories are paralyzing,
and spirit breaking,
and when these times visit,
and stay longer than they should,
its then
that i have no hope
that happiness will ever return.
12/21/08
3 comments:
You are a very good writer Mom. Maybe try some "positive" type ones too though huh? Thanks for sending me the link to your blog! I have one too on blogspot but I never update it.
Do you ever update your blog anymore?
hey clair...i don't get online often so i don't update my blogspot often either...hopefully soon i will get a different laptop that actually functions and then the internet will soon follow and i will be able to do this kinda stuff all the time...thanks for checking up on me though...sorry i don't get to read your blog often
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